wow!!! a WINGLESS chicken…

I was just watching this movie a while ago… Then I decided to blog… Wahahaha…

Anyway… Why did I???

The answer… This movie brings me to the good all days… I did have some memories to remember of it… Good ones… Promise… Hehehe…

I guess  there will be a lot of movies worth remembering… Truth be told… It did make me smile just remembering the good things instead of the bad ones… I feel lighter inside… No grudge, pain, sadness and hurt… I feel happy… And most especially free…

There are things worth rememebering and keeping… No matter how it ended… Those memories still makes me smile… But the difference is… It’s just another memory to me now… It doesn’t hurt me anymore…

Hahaha… Sa sobrang galit ko… Puro ka emohan na pinagsusulat ko… Of course natutunan ko ng maging less emo… Eto ang resulta nun… Hahahaha… XD

I guess not all things was bad… Or horrible… I still believed in his saving grace… His humanity… No matter how bad he may have been… There were this moments when I believed in a side of him that kept me believing in him…That kept me to continue holding on… I saw his humanity… And truth be told… There was this radiance that I found beautiful about it… His weakness… His kindness… His love…

Cguro pag nabasa toh ng mga kaibigan ko… Batok abot ko… Pero ayos lang yun… It helps naman in my continuous journey of forgetting… Yipee!!! Be proud na rin… One month has past… And I learned to stop crying… Two days streak na toh… ANd hopefully… I will still have more days like it… Hehehe…

You text me everyday…

You act as if nothing happened…

You still want to be my friend…

And that’s it…

That’s what makes it harder for me to move on…

I have nothing left to give…

I gave to much…

I need myself back…

And yet you make it harder for me…

Your dedicate songs..

Your sweet messages…

Doesn’t really help our situation…

Your just making it harder for me to move on…

You want me to move on…

But you just keep pulling me back…

You can’t let me go…

What’s the point in all of it…

Your making it harder for me to move on…

Let me go…

And i’ll let you go…

It think it’s for the best…

You chose this path…

We’re both stuck with it…

Let’s move on…

To stop the hurting we both don’t want to feel…

Once you already know your broken… Can you be further broken???

Can my heart handle the pain, the hurt, and the sadness i’m feeling???

I only have one heart… How can I carry so much weight with it???

He already broke me…

My heart, my soul, my spirit…

And I know…

I was dumb enough to let him…

I loved him the way I know…

I guess it was too much…

And I learned that the hard way…

I had to feel this way…

No point regretting now…

No point in anything at all…

I shouldn’t waste my time on him…

He took me for granted…

That’s the way it came to be…

No lies…

No secrets…

I feel what I am feeling right now…

Broken… 

More than my fair share…

I don’t know why I am feeling this way…

I shouldn’t…

I couldn’t…

And most of all…

I have no right to feel it…

But I am…

I am afraid…

I am afraid of losing him…

No matter what has happened to us…

There is this part of me that still wants him to stay…

That wants him to love me…

Even just a little…

I don’t want him to move on…

I don’t want him to love some else more than he loved me…

I want to be his best…

His special one…

And that scares me so much…

When the day will come when I can’t be all those things to him…

Pathetic I know…

But it is what I really feel…

I am very afraid…

Just because I know in my heart he’ll always be the guy I love completely…