Archive for July, 2008

I am his True Love…

Today… Yet again… It’s just me and boys hanging out after school… Wesley (kuya ko…), Kenneth (-1 ko… Hehehe…), Boo (my bf… Loves you… :) ), and I… 

Our tambayan for the day is McDo… Hehehe…

Anyway… Usual topic namin is Anna… My kuya’s love of his life… NApunta sa topic ng true love… Kung si Anna na nga ba yun… Eh di ayun… Nagshare ng kung anu anong feelings niya about his AnnaBabes… Eto namang bf ko… Nakakarelate din daw… 

1. Hindi siya ang tipong babae… PEro he fell for her…

2. MAy gustong ibang bago ang isa dahil type niya… Pero pinili pa rin yung isa…

3. Yun ang mahal niya… Sinabi niyang TRUE LOVE niya…

Ayun… SAbat ng sabat ang bf ko… Sabi niya… Tama… Ako rin ganun… TAs sabay tanong ko…

Me: KAninong babae yun ha… Sabihin mo…

Boo: di babae yun… LAlaki…

Me: Anong laklaki??? Sinong lalaki yun???

Hanggang umikot ng umikot usapan namin dun… Tas eventually napikon na ako…

I remained silent in my sit… Just listening to there usual boy talks… Then he asked me… 

Boo: Bakit ka natahimik???

Me: DI na ako makarelate sa inyo eh…

Then it started there… Inis na inis na talaga ako nun… As in… Biglang nagsalita…

Boo: Di nga babae yun… Lalaki yun… Sino bang kilala kong lalaki kung umasta… Sino ba yung tao nagbigay ng pasa kay Wesley… Sino ba yun taong nanlibre sa aking ng lunch (but I stand corrected… DINNER yun…) noong freshmen night kasama ng kaibigan niyang babae… 

MAy crush ako nung iba… Pero sino ba yung pinili ko???

All does time… I wasn’t looking at him… I just listened… Laughing my head off… Knowing… Hey… Ako yun ah… Eventually I showed my face… Then I started crying… NApatigil siya… Asking me… Bakit ka umiiyak… All I could say was… Kaw kasi… Inaasar mo ako… Then naasar na rin siya… Never really finished his thoughts…

Hehehe… I was never good with words… Alam ko yun… PEro sa totoo lang… Me being asar was only part of the reason why I was crying… Most of it was because I knew where he was getting at… Iyakin ako I know… I cry when I’m sad… I also cry when I’m happy… And truthfully I was happy when he was saying all does things… I was happy remembering all those memories I had with him… I was happy because all those things he said… I have gotten to spend it with him…

And continuing… Ayun na nga… Asar na siya… Nilalambing ko na… He won’t even make me pansin… Tatahimik ako ulit… TAs lalambingin ko ulit… Then eventually papansinin na ako… Asking me why I was crying… Why I reacted yet again before he finished… MAny whys… 

He warmed up… Held my hands… Which made me really happy… I hugged him… He hugged me back… I kissed him… And kissed him some more… Hehehe… Then he told me… Di mo kasi pinaabot dun sa realization part… Tinanong ko siya… Ano nga ba talaga ang gusto mo marealize ko…

He held his right hand up… Tried to do sign language… Sweet gesture… But he didn’t know how… So he wrote it on the table… I read each letter out loud for his ears to hear only… T… R… U… E… _ … L… U… V…

TRUE LUV… 

It made me smile and I told him… Awww… I LOVE YOU… KAw rin naman ang TRUE LOVE ko… Kahit na your such a jerk and a demonyo… HEhehe… :)

Anyway… The day had to end… And we had to go home… But I am happy… I went home with a big SMILE on my face… And even my heart… :)

In Need of Good Study Habits…

What do I have to do to be able to become a studious child… For crying out loud… Why can’t I concentrate on studying??? I feel so darn guilty and sad that I can’t… And yet when I am reading the book… I can’t even absorb the information…

Possible reasons:

1. My bf… He constantly pops into my mind… Kaya ayan… Siya parati kong naiisip… MAhal ko ata masyado… AMp!!!

2. Boring book… Unless I am a science fanatic/ geek/ nerd… Then maybe I would enjoy reading the book… But isn’t it quite obvious I’m not… That’s why I am having a hard time reading it…

3. I have no other reason… Maybe the environment.. Or it’s just me… Hay…

What is up with my life… I really hope I can study properly already… I am desperate of being able to bring my grades up…

HELP!!! SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! :(

Our First Anniversary!!!

July 26… Was the day I have realized I was meant to be with him… 

July 26… Was the day I became his… And he became mine…

July 26… Was the day we became one…

July 26… Was the day I fell madly in love…

 

July 26, 2008… Was the day we celebrated our first anniversary… And was one of the happiest days I have had with him… ;)

It wasn’t your so called typical date wherein it was just the two of us… But it was a date with his family…

I had the chance to be with his brother Migren and his sister Hussa… I really had a blast… I was smiling all day long… 

First… I went to watch him play for his basketball game in UST… Then we went to his house… Then we went to SM Marilao to see a movie, meet his friends, and eat dinner… 

Everything went well… And I’m glad that we were able to make it through this long…

LOVE YOU SO MUCH BOO!!!

A struggle for my pride…

Is it actually right what I am doing right now??? Ignoring him to make him see… Will it work??? Or will it make things worse??? Well it’s one of the first time I would actually try this method… Wahahaha…

It’s not like, I like what I am doing… I guess I am just looking for a way to reach him… ANy means… Any methods… I would try… Just to make him listen…

Most of the time when I share what I feel… “i’m making recklamo”… But seriously… I’m not… Communication is a key to a good relationship… If we can’t say what we feel to each other… What is the point of things… How can we move forward… When all that is happening to us remains stagnant because neither of us wants to make a move… 

I know it’s his style… And believe it or not… I understand… But all I want is for him to know that i’ll always be there for him… No matter what happens…

I seriously love him… With all my heart and soul…

Not everything I write is for Em0’s…

Something new… I was able to cook today… Yes… An achievement for me again… Yipee…

Well… People close to me knows I hardly cook… Usually I cook when I need to… Rarely do I cook when I just like to cook… 

Anyway… I’m proud!!! At least I was able to cook… I cooked sausage with mushroom pasta… And it tasted good… Not too oily nor was it flavorless… I was able to cook it just right… Yipee… And I came out of it unharmed… For a clutz like me… That’s something… ;)

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