Today… Yet again… It’s just me and boys hanging out after school… Wesley (kuya ko…), Kenneth (-1 ko… Hehehe…), Boo (my bf… Loves you…
), and I…
Our tambayan for the day is McDo… Hehehe…
Anyway… Usual topic namin is Anna… My kuya’s love of his life… NApunta sa topic ng true love… Kung si Anna na nga ba yun… Eh di ayun… Nagshare ng kung anu anong feelings niya about his AnnaBabes… Eto namang bf ko… Nakakarelate din daw…
1. Hindi siya ang tipong babae… PEro he fell for her…
2. MAy gustong ibang bago ang isa dahil type niya… Pero pinili pa rin yung isa…
3. Yun ang mahal niya… Sinabi niyang TRUE LOVE niya…
Ayun… SAbat ng sabat ang bf ko… Sabi niya… Tama… Ako rin ganun… TAs sabay tanong ko…
Me: KAninong babae yun ha… Sabihin mo…
Boo: di babae yun… LAlaki…
Me: Anong laklaki??? Sinong lalaki yun???
Hanggang umikot ng umikot usapan namin dun… Tas eventually napikon na ako…
I remained silent in my sit… Just listening to there usual boy talks… Then he asked me…
Boo: Bakit ka natahimik???
Me: DI na ako makarelate sa inyo eh…
Then it started there… Inis na inis na talaga ako nun… As in… Biglang nagsalita…
Boo: Di nga babae yun… Lalaki yun… Sino bang kilala kong lalaki kung umasta… Sino ba yung tao nagbigay ng pasa kay Wesley… Sino ba yun taong nanlibre sa aking ng lunch (but I stand corrected… DINNER yun…) noong freshmen night kasama ng kaibigan niyang babae…
MAy crush ako nung iba… Pero sino ba yung pinili ko???
All does time… I wasn’t looking at him… I just listened… Laughing my head off… Knowing… Hey… Ako yun ah… Eventually I showed my face… Then I started crying… NApatigil siya… Asking me… Bakit ka umiiyak… All I could say was… Kaw kasi… Inaasar mo ako… Then naasar na rin siya… Never really finished his thoughts…
Hehehe… I was never good with words… Alam ko yun… PEro sa totoo lang… Me being asar was only part of the reason why I was crying… Most of it was because I knew where he was getting at… Iyakin ako I know… I cry when I’m sad… I also cry when I’m happy… And truthfully I was happy when he was saying all does things… I was happy remembering all those memories I had with him… I was happy because all those things he said… I have gotten to spend it with him…
And continuing… Ayun na nga… Asar na siya… Nilalambing ko na… He won’t even make me pansin… Tatahimik ako ulit… TAs lalambingin ko ulit… Then eventually papansinin na ako… Asking me why I was crying… Why I reacted yet again before he finished… MAny whys…
He warmed up… Held my hands… Which made me really happy… I hugged him… He hugged me back… I kissed him… And kissed him some more… Hehehe… Then he told me… Di mo kasi pinaabot dun sa realization part… Tinanong ko siya… Ano nga ba talaga ang gusto mo marealize ko…
He held his right hand up… Tried to do sign language… Sweet gesture… But he didn’t know how… So he wrote it on the table… I read each letter out loud for his ears to hear only… T… R… U… E… _ … L… U… V…
TRUE LUV…
It made me smile and I told him… Awww… I LOVE YOU… KAw rin naman ang TRUE LOVE ko… Kahit na your such a jerk and a demonyo… HEhehe…
Anyway… The day had to end… And we had to go home… But I am happy… I went home with a big SMILE on my face… And even my heart…